just trucking along

Another day, another dollar. Just working and flying a lot lately. Everything is calming down. No one has talked to Jessica since it happened. She has no friends. Boo-hoo. No one will talk to her. I think I am going to move out of my cube. It’s bad for me to have all this hate in myself. I just need to not see her everyday because I want to take her head and smash it into the locker every morning.

Ironically my dad came out of me a little. I told Brem things that he tells me when stuff goes south. I told her that The sun will rise again tomorrow and this too shall pass. Which is true, she’s kind turned upside down and plans are up in the air again. She’ll be fine thought she is probably one of the strongest people I know. Besides me…and my mom. Lol

Dad + the rest of Seabird Cr.: Benny keeps asking “How’s the fam?” I just wanted to let everyone know. Haha I totally forgot that he came home with me and that whole weekend, US open and all. That was a fun summer. O I decided that with the sand you sent me in my care package I am going to put it in a vase and put some fake flower in it for our barracks room!!! I cant wait to get home to Yoko and wear all my winter cloths that I got while we were out to sea.

BTW Randy and I had another good morning. I’m a little surprised because I DID NOT want to get out of my rack this morning. I layed in my rack and folded my blanket and took of my jimmies. Then I got my cammies from the rack above me and slid into them…and my shoes all in one motion as I got out of my rack. But we are cereal together! It was nice. We have this spot on the ship where we’ll leave notes for eachother since we miss eachother because of work and cant call after taps. I always leave like three page notes (My writing is big :) and He’ll leave me something like “Smile baby I love you forever and ever.” That’s it. Haha my notes are like “My day was…”

Well I have to get going. Coming home soon Kristin!! After this port you only have three weeks till you see him :)