just AMAZING!

Hi. Sorry I haven't been keeping up with this for a couple of days, I have been super busy at work and everything that's going. There is this cycle that I always go through when we are underway. It starts with everything being okay, then work starts to get on my nerves and the fact that there is no time to be alone and no personal space starts to annoy me. Then I start to miss regular food and snuggling with Randy and everything just plummets from there.

Well that stage already happened. Notice all the hostile blogs. Now its all clockwork. I'm training for my tower operator right now. They told me that I have to have that done by the time we pull back into Yoko. I'm thinking maybe a couple of days after we pull out of Guam. Then I am going to "snype" them and get my Tower Supervisor (which is the highest and last qual) before we pull back into Yoko. But right now I am doing so well.

Things with Randy are amazing. I'm finally starting to trust him again, for real this time. We are always good...our fights don't last more than a couple of hours and never carry on to the next day. But we haven't fought for a while now and the last few days have been just amazing.! We have been having breakfast together like we do everyday and we're getting back to how we were before the downfall last...umm hm well actually around this time last year is when it happened. Weird...took me almost exactly a year to get over something. Whatev Randy has worked SO hard. He seriously AMAZES me everyday! okay now that I've said amazing about 30 times...

I have to go get supplies. Then go to stupid aware class and then I have to come up to the tower. Before I know it, it will be 11pm and flights ops will be over and it will be time to get into beddie bye and do it all over again.

not that bad. Like I said clockwork. But when I'm actually at work I'm having fun now. I dont mind the tower. But when I'm not at work, well that's a different story. That's all kind of an oxymoron because technically I'm always at work.

I got my Forever21 last night!!! Yay, new scarf, boots, sweater dress, turtle neck, panda bear shirt! and belt and accessories! Two more to go! VC and FR21!

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