Why you no say Hi?

I Found God

All of you searching out there, you are wasting your time. I know where he is. He actually works two jobs, you know! He is a black man about 5'4' and he works for the Navy.

So last night God woke us up at 12 midnight again! Honestly what is that important?! Unless someone close to me is bleeding or seriously injured I do not want to be woken up, ever! Again we wait in the p-way, in our pah-jammies for fifteen minutes. I thought it was a good time to tell everyone that its in their best interest to re-enlist in this fine organization.

Anyways just another day of flying. Actually the last day until Guam. Which I need so bad! I need to stay in a hotel and sleep in a real bed and take a shower that isn't freezing cold or scalding hot! :) 4 days of playing football in the pool or at the beach and LOT of food! I CANT WAIT TO GET A CAMERA and upload some pictures to my blog and lots of videos. I'm so excited!

Still haven't got my Victoria's Secret Michigan sweats in the mail :( But I got all my packages from Forever21.com and I absolutely love everything. I am a good online shopper. I cant wait to spend these four days with Randy, we NEED time away from the boat! This is driving us insane.

Three weeks till we pull into Japan. I am signed up for four college courses!! Super excited about those. I am taking Beginning Japanese and English composition 1 for the first term and Public Speaking and Western Civilization 1 for the second term. I also cant wait to get A J-O-B at Starbucks. Randy thinks its a bad idea, but then I reminded him that it would be saving him money and he can always come and use the Internet while I am at work. :)

GUAM GUAM GUAAAAMM!!!!!!! Hotels beach and shopping!!!!!!!!!!!

So stoked for Christmas too. I told Randy no big presents!! Last year we spend well over $600 on gifts for each other. This year we settled on $100, because we really want to go on every snowboarding trip possible! <3 All the winter MWR trips come out November 1st. I cant wait.

Much Love

Keeping HB while @ Cleaning Stations aka XO's Happy Hour

So far today has been good. This morning Brem woke me up at five thirty which sucked because I didn't go to bed until at least two. But we did laundry and I met Randy like I do every morning for some breakfast. I was being a little mean to him this morning. I think it was just because of my lack of sleep. But I said sorry later on in the morning. So after I ate folded my laundry and made my rack up again with my clean comforter and sheets. :) Then we did cleaning stations.

For cleaning stations everyone always brings up their computers to their p-ways to play music, or they listen to their I pod. I think I am the only one on that entire ship that watched a surf movie during cleaning stations. It was Drive Thru South America. It's probably one of the funniest movies ever! But the music is always good and it was made when I was like freshman. AND NO LANCE... This is my copy of Drive Thru!!! I swear I ordered it off of wetsand.com and had it sent to my house in VA! There is this part on it where they decided to take the quads Honda gave them and do tow in surfing!! LMAO (I was in my p-way just laughing SO hard all by myself) in two feet of water! It works, which is funny! Its cool to watch that one because they went to the two places I went in South America. They went to see the Big Jesus and so did I. Too bad it wasn't a surf trip! :) I just remember watching that movie like freshman and sophomore year thinking I'll never, in my life, ever be there...seeing that. CRAZY!

Then after cleaning stations Brem and I were eating candy that Smeads wife sent. She made like 80 Halloween goody bags and sent them in a care package. I got one for me and one for Randy. But anyways mine had a thing of fake blood in it. lol, sooooooo I thought it would be funny to freak some of the girls out in my berthing. I squirted in into my mouth and let it get all over my teeth and then let it run down off my mouth to my hands so that I was holding a pool of "blood" Then Brem was like OMG Thompson!! Aker just hit her tooth on her rack... and I ran out with the blood everywhere.IT WAS fuuuunnnnaaaaaaaaay. There was this girl in our berthing who just happened to be from medical, I guess she was there testing the water or something, she was like OMG is this a real medical emergency? We were like NO NO DONT CALL AWAY MEDICAL EMERGENCY. lol because the whole ship hears it and its kind of a big deal.

Then Brem bought me a kit-kat, and here I am in the library. Just emailing Randy and my dad back, and reading Kristien's blog about her cat. lol

Speaking of cats, Poor Randy. I'm in like the middle of the ship and the cats (the ones that launch aircraft) are SO LOUD. They're like right above his rack. He says when people throw chalks on the flight deck he can hear that too. A cat launching sounds like a 50 foot tall 4 feet wide cement wall going 130MPH then banging into a metal wall. Then there's the retract. Which sounds like a 4 inch thick wire being pulled through a metal hole. Not fun! He always says he swears birds are launching out of his rack.

just trucking along

Another day, another dollar. Just working and flying a lot lately. Everything is calming down. No one has talked to Jessica since it happened. She has no friends. Boo-hoo. No one will talk to her. I think I am going to move out of my cube. It’s bad for me to have all this hate in myself. I just need to not see her everyday because I want to take her head and smash it into the locker every morning.

Ironically my dad came out of me a little. I told Brem things that he tells me when stuff goes south. I told her that The sun will rise again tomorrow and this too shall pass. Which is true, she’s kind turned upside down and plans are up in the air again. She’ll be fine thought she is probably one of the strongest people I know. Besides me…and my mom. Lol

Dad + the rest of Seabird Cr.: Benny keeps asking “How’s the fam?” I just wanted to let everyone know. Haha I totally forgot that he came home with me and that whole weekend, US open and all. That was a fun summer. O I decided that with the sand you sent me in my care package I am going to put it in a vase and put some fake flower in it for our barracks room!!! I cant wait to get home to Yoko and wear all my winter cloths that I got while we were out to sea.

BTW Randy and I had another good morning. I’m a little surprised because I DID NOT want to get out of my rack this morning. I layed in my rack and folded my blanket and took of my jimmies. Then I got my cammies from the rack above me and slid into them…and my shoes all in one motion as I got out of my rack. But we are cereal together! It was nice. We have this spot on the ship where we’ll leave notes for eachother since we miss eachother because of work and cant call after taps. I always leave like three page notes (My writing is big :) and He’ll leave me something like “Smile baby I love you forever and ever.” That’s it. Haha my notes are like “My day was…”

Well I have to get going. Coming home soon Kristin!! After this port you only have three weeks till you see him :)

Let God Take Care of It

Last night was horrble. I hate seeing my freidns cry. I went and found Jessica since she hadnt come to the berthing yet. She was in the library. I dont think I have ever been so upset before. I wanted to knock her teeth out so bad. She was sitting at the computer just typing away and I came in and was like WHO ARE YOU?! Do you know where "Hannah" is right now. She actually tried to ignore me and type so I threw her kyboard and was like screamed at her some more.



She discust me! She is so poor morally. I feel bad for her son, and he sorry aimless life.



There is nothing I can do. Hannah and I just ignore her. Jessica has not one friend on this ship. What a looser. I'll let God take care of her. I'm sure he'd do a better job and not throw keyboards and get escorted out of the library.



As far as the non drama side in my life. Today is a no fly day. There are seven days till Guam. Thats it. I shouldn't even be blogging right now. I'm so worn out.



Stay out of the Navy people. Don't subject yourself to this standart of life and I know you don't want to surround yourself with people like Jessica.



Work: Its going better. My chain of command is starting to realize what I am capable of workwise and I am getting assigned more tasks. I am also bring up good topics with creative ways to get them out to people and they appreciate that. So I'm excited about finding my niche in the Navy. I'm glad this is taking a new direction for me. Finally somthing that I can actually do my best at and care about.



I have to go my Dumb petty officer is here.

you dont know white trash or how low people can go till you join the navy

Where to start...

I have a person in a level of authority in my division. We'll call her Jessica. Jessica gets caught screwing someone while we are underway and goes to Mast. Since Jessica has a husband and a 4 year old son back home Jessica is put on restriction, however she does not loose her position of authority because the CO feels bad for her because she has a son and she needs the petty officer pay to support her family.

Low? haha no its gets way lower.

Next we hit San Diego in early June. By this time Jessica already has a new boyfriend. The divorce papers aren't even filed yet. Her boyfriend who we shall call Ted is very gross and he is missing two teeth in the front. Yet Jessica claims she loves Ted after two weeks. Keep in mind Ted is not the person who Jessica got caught cheating on her husband with. Different guy. Ps Ted is no longer on the ship because he tried to commit suicide.

Also while in San Diego Jessica decides to "screw" a fellow person of high authority in her very own division. Big no-no, because A. No divisional relationships, and B. Both Jessica and Bob (that's what we call him) are both in high authority positions. PS. Bob has a wife and a cute little Asian baby in Japan. Shes so adorable, Ive seen her!! :)

Low? NOPE GETS SO MUCH LOWER

I know what your thinking HOW does Jessica sleep at night.

Also in San Diego Jessica "screwed" (she does a lot of that) yet a different guy named Tom. Only this guy engaged Jessica's friend/mentor. Tom has a fiance named Hannah. Hannah works for Jessica...and she confides in her about everything. So TWO months later all this comes out.

Needless to say my best friend Hannah's world is turned upside down and EVERYONE in the female berthing wants Jessica to die!

Now that's LOW!

Ps I sleep across from Jessica!! I cant wait till I see her for the first time. oh and Jessica's loon of a boyfriend doesn't know about Tom!!! Well he didn't until i emailed him and told him.


THIS IS THE WORLD I LIVE IN! I hate the navy, I wish I didn't have to associate myself with such low moral white trash, nay work for them. I'm suppose to look up to this chick? You have lost your mind!!

just AMAZING!

Hi. Sorry I haven't been keeping up with this for a couple of days, I have been super busy at work and everything that's going. There is this cycle that I always go through when we are underway. It starts with everything being okay, then work starts to get on my nerves and the fact that there is no time to be alone and no personal space starts to annoy me. Then I start to miss regular food and snuggling with Randy and everything just plummets from there.

Well that stage already happened. Notice all the hostile blogs. Now its all clockwork. I'm training for my tower operator right now. They told me that I have to have that done by the time we pull back into Yoko. I'm thinking maybe a couple of days after we pull out of Guam. Then I am going to "snype" them and get my Tower Supervisor (which is the highest and last qual) before we pull back into Yoko. But right now I am doing so well.

Things with Randy are amazing. I'm finally starting to trust him again, for real this time. We are always good...our fights don't last more than a couple of hours and never carry on to the next day. But we haven't fought for a while now and the last few days have been just amazing.! We have been having breakfast together like we do everyday and we're getting back to how we were before the downfall last...umm hm well actually around this time last year is when it happened. Weird...took me almost exactly a year to get over something. Whatev Randy has worked SO hard. He seriously AMAZES me everyday! okay now that I've said amazing about 30 times...

I have to go get supplies. Then go to stupid aware class and then I have to come up to the tower. Before I know it, it will be 11pm and flights ops will be over and it will be time to get into beddie bye and do it all over again.

not that bad. Like I said clockwork. But when I'm actually at work I'm having fun now. I dont mind the tower. But when I'm not at work, well that's a different story. That's all kind of an oxymoron because technically I'm always at work.

I got my Forever21 last night!!! Yay, new scarf, boots, sweater dress, turtle neck, panda bear shirt! and belt and accessories! Two more to go! VC and FR21!

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